y1nny - cookiemonster is x3

2011-04-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

Nothing to update for now ~

Life's great.

Job's alright.

Love my boyfriend more n more everyday!!<3

2010-12-31T00:28:00.002+08:00

Last entry for Year 2010

Yeaps. This will be my last post for this year.

Where should I start from? Lets see~

I was gone for the first half of this year & came back on 8 of July.

Its actually a new start of my life. I gained back my freedom, my ego, my friends, my life.

& I lost a jerk~ Yes, he's still a jerk to me.

Was so silly to wrote that emo post back then now I'm awake I realise I was dumb enough that I hold on to that stupid r/s where that person doesn't even bother to treasure me.

Back then I find it hard to find back my courage & myself.

Then on August had a big misunderstanding/quarrel with best friend.

Nearly lost this precious friendship that we had for almost 5years.

However, without this misunderstanding we do not realise how much we treasure this friendship. Everything was back to normal after some discussion. Yeah! :D

September- My birthday.

Had an advanced birthday surprise by a group of friends.

Really appreciate them by planning and keeping their plans damn good.

No one hinted me or whatsoever.

Worked at MarinaBaySands as a boutique consultant.

Everything was a mess. Low basic. Low commission. Long travelling time. Expensive food. Always working alone while others got paired up.

Couldn't managed it with that little of pay & I'm back to jobless.

October- Yeaps! Me likey~

Baby baby baby ohhh~ I simply just love my boyfriend.

Next up, exams.Totally stressed up.

Had no idea of what to study what to remember. My fault, I skip lessons, I didn't revise & I rarely listen in class.

November - To continue my that last post, I did pass my papers with the result that I expected. I passed atleast I did better then just getting the grade D. :D

Got myself a merchandising job, it was introduced by bf.

Sigh to my disappointment. After the interview, they only wanted to hire to for a month.

Now~ December ending soon.

Was jobless again.

What do I want in my life? It's seems so pointless. Everything is being messed up again.

My body clock. I'm jobless. I do not have enough money to continue my studies.

Yea, I need a job to get all the 3 things done. & I'm finding.

Sometimes I really do think that I can't find a job that I'm seriously interested in.

Actually I do not really have to mood to blog but I've no choice.

I disappoint my parents and bf because I'm jobless & doesn't seems wanting to look for a new job.

I seriously do not wish to blog anymore for now.

Hopefully I can find a job by mid Jan.

Bye readers. Once I found myself a new job I'll blog again.

If you happen to know where is hiring please do let me know.

Either by msn, facebook.

This is Chloe signing off~ Love yah!

p/s: Yes, I'm Chloe. I gave myself a English name months back.

2010-11-15T02:26:00.002+08:00

:D I'm here to blog again.
I'm no longer active in blogging I realise :X
Sorry for those who's still willing to take a look on my blog.
Was busy mugging for exams the past months.
Finally I'm free now~
FREE FROM STUDYING.

Hope I would seriously pass and get my cert.
Didn't do well for the last paper, Introduction To Selling.
No exams tips, no specific topics.
Everything was a mess.
Studied all 14 chapter~ Sigh..
Some of the essay question I realise I wrote the wrong point.
Atleast a 'D' pls pls pls~

Was browsing through my desktop two days ago.
Found alot of photos which was taken years back.
Realise all of us have grown up.
We no longer have that kiddy face.
I miss the time in School.
I miss the time in kbox.

& I miss you dear.

2010-10-09T22:15:00.003+08:00

Some people are just purely stupid.
They are so stupid to the point where they don't even know people are being pissed by them.
Seriously you bunch of people.
Don't come and talk to me as and when you people wish.
Then when I talk to you, you ignored. -'-

You must be thinking I'm the mastermind to say people to say you uh?
So sorry oh. It's not me.
I'm just doing my part to tell my bro/sis upon the things that I don't feel well at all.
It's their mouth if they want to say/scold you.
In the very first thing I don't find it a wrong as you know what you had did.
So stop cracking your brain on knowing who started it.
As you are the one started it 1st.

Sigh. Saturday night and I'm staying at home.
Nowhere to go also.
Rushing on my powerpoint slides and report for monday.
Hell, I don't even know what to do.

2010-10-04T01:04:00.003+08:00

I pity him.
Enduring all the lies you gave. Hiding from all the facts.
Do you actually know how much you're hurting him?
NO, YOU DON'T.
All you think is: 'Its my character what' 'I'm always like a brother to them'.
Do you know all this is actually excuses for yourself to get closer to others.
You can't always say that if you love me you have to take all my pros & cons.

It takes two hands to claps my dear girl.
It takes ton and tons of courage to earn trust.
Its takes lots of time to fully understand a person.
Maybe you have not reached my stage of maturity.
Maybe you have not been into a bad relationship.
Maybe you have not fall hard enough.
Or even maybe you never love him that much.
I really do pity your boyfriend.

How could he really tolerate all your nonsense?
So much of the body contacts.
So much of flirting.
Hiding behind him smsing with other guys.
Dare not even tell him where you go or stay with who.

Do you know what might happen when lies really seems to be found?
Your beautiful relationship might just fall.
No matter how much you know you're wrong in, he might not just accept your apologise.

There's always a limit in playing.
I seriously hope some wire in your head got stich right and bring you back.
Stop going into a hyperreality world my girl.
Wake up your foolish mind!
Whose your bf whose your friends?
Who you can play to an extend who you should not.

Seriously, if I'm your boyfriend I would just fking break up with you.
You don't deserve my love at all.
Maybe you should come to me and I will let you know why my previous relationship falls.

All because of giving in, giving in and still giving. Losing all my ego.
Losing my freedom. Losing my rights to talks. Losing all the trust that we build.
Its all started when the other party start to lie.

2010-10-03T15:34:00.003+08:00

Its not that I love to cry it's just that I'm more sensitive than others.
You might not really know how I feel because you've never care.
You might just think that I'm always the happy girl but who knows deep down inside I'm dying?
坚强的人有时候也想要被人疼爱。
坚强的人真的有那么坚强吗？

I really don't like that feeling at all yet I still have to act that I'm fine.
Its so tiring. Its just so not myself.
Sometime I wish that I can get angry.
Sometime I wish that I can scold.
Sometime I wish that I can really tell you how I feel.
But I know you won't give me a damn.
So what's the point of everything..

I'm not the one hiding.
You're the one running away.

Ah fuck! Forget it! You don't give a damn?!
SO AM I!!

2010-10-01T03:08:00.001+08:00

It's all lies.
I didn't went to work, I quited.
Why?

2010-09-17T15:09:00.003+08:00

A new job.
This time no more stunts no more patterns.
Haha!

Currently I'm working a Marina Bay Sands, Wolford.
So I guess I won't be having much time to update in here.
Maybe when I'm having offdays.

Its kindof werid when I started working there on Monday.
For the past year I had been working for the F&B and CustomerService line
while now working at Wolford its actually a retail line.
After a few days of working there, its doesn't seems bad at all.
Just that some of the new colleagues seems to be so lazy and I think the Supervisor like me alot.
hehe!

2010-09-11T08:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST PIG, GERMAIN GOH! x3

A happy advanced birthday to myself.
Had a surprise advanced birthday yesterday :D
All the thanks to Aveline & Yumei for dragging the time.
All the thanks to Branda for lying me that you're going your ex house.
All the thanks to Eugene who planned it.
All the thanks to Justine & Andrew who came.
All the thanks to you guys for the surprise and present.
Thank you so much, I seriously love you guys!!! <3

Yea was totally shock by their apperance at Universal Studio.
All the while I thought I was just accompany Aveline and Yumei to go Sentosa to watch 'Song Of The Sea'. Felt so werid when they said its the US and kept on dragging my time and doesn't want to let me buy things to eat ):
Then walked over to US and saw Branda holding a cake!
WOW! WOW WOW! They are all there!! My god! Nearly cried when I saw them.
So we headed in to US and watch the fireworks, it was so beautifully done.
Took pictures inside US too.. Now just have to wait for Eugene and Yumei to upload it in facebook :D

Next, Branda went home as she have to work today.
So we went back the Casino there and had our late dinner.
Something happened and Eugene got so angry by this waiter service and we got a 10% off! LOL!
We went to Beach afterward to kill our time.
Yeah, playing in the sea in the midnight wth!
Had alot of fun.

Slacked outside Coffeebean then and started by True or Dare.
Okays, we cheated as we skipped some of the 'Dare' as its was too embrassing and dirty.

Acutally, I'm lazy to update now.
LOVE YOU GUYS TTM! x3

2010-09-09T02:56:00.002+08:00

I think I'm tired.

2010-08-29T03:10:00.002+08:00

Then tell me what's your basic courtesy of friendship is?
Different people have actually different basic courtesy upon friendship.

First of all, JW dumped me and if you are single and you're happy with him I wouldn't feel anything because I just want you to be happy. {Doesn't want to see more girls being as foolish as me le}

Secondly, we didn't got together.
Use your example: Some friends around us know we're friends and who my ex is. So, what happens if you both got together and you met other friends outside?
Is not all about what others say. Is just about us.

What about us?
What do you feel about us if 'we' got together and I met others friends that you and I know?

2010-08-28T16:03:00.002+08:00

Is this the only place we can talk things out?
Why do you want to compare this friendship with and another friendship?
I don't belong to only a best friend so do you, am I right?

& Yes I know that I've crossed the line and decided to allow this friendship with them to turn into something more, maybe.
I know how you feel upon it, I understand.
But I just don't understand why can't?
Sorry pin the point, you left him for another and now you're jealous with me.
Don't say I'm wrong. Because this is how I feel towards your reactions.

So what if it's the person you can't be friend with?
So what if it's the person you don't really know?
Does this even matters?

I'm didn't say that people told you about me.
Its only a examples.

2010-08-27T02:38:00.001+08:00

If being honest is wrong then tell me what's right?

2010-08-26T04:20:00.002+08:00

That's why I decided to tell you.
I know you would be upset, I know by telling you this might break the friendship.
But why & what you are upset with?
This is what I don't understand.
You never told you that you envy and jealous about me going out with them.
You never told me how you felt and you can actually asked me whether I enjoyed my trip there.

Does still being friends with my bfriends ex is a sin?
Does going out with them is a crime?
Why does it even hurts?

I do need friends too.
You're busy with work and your r/s matters.
Who can I find to when I need someone to talk to?
Where are you when I can actually texted/called you when you didn't gave me a reply?

You have yours ways of thinking and I have it too.
You stepped in mine shoes and I step in yours too.

Friendship is the thing that you yourself felt to it not by others.
Does listening to what others are telling you true?
They stand by your side upon this situation that's why they talk bad about me.
Because they don't know me will as you do.

We know each other best.
We know each of our every single pattern best.
We know each of our attitude best.
We know each of our characteristic best.

Why ended up this friendship by listening to the others?
Have you ever closed your eyes and think about this just this?
Because you are not accepted in that group of people I'm hanging around doesn't mean that you are not accepted deeply as a friend in my heart.

Its heartening when I saw that you no longer listed me as a sis in fb.
Forming tears when I realise it.
Do you know serious I was with in our friendship?

So what if its the apologise goes wrong?
So what if its the courtesy goes wrong?
So what if its the hanging out time drifted?
Does those 'goes wrong' is that thing that goes wrong?
or its the honest that goes wrong?

Friendship = Being honest with each others and not scared of hurting them because you're helping them. Enjoyed being accompanied with. Share our problems.

The most impt and things that you have to treasure is those things that you can't see and touch.
Like Friendship, Wisdom, Trust, Kinship. etc.

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Idk, i seriously fucking don't know what's happening in my life.
There so many many things that came like a bomb.
I'm shattered all around .

2010-08-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in karma? I believed because it hit me just a month back.
It's always around us.
It might not hit you now but it might hit on your next generations.
Life is just so unpredictable.
You'll never get to know what will happen the next min.
Regret isn't a point.
Living everyday to its fullest and as it's the last day of your life.
& That makes a point.
Enjoy what you have now.
Because there's no way to turn back.

Treasure what you have now.
We are all selfish human.
When we are poor we wish for a living.
When we have a living we wish to be rich.
When we are rich we wish that everything can be control.
When we get to control it, we took it for granted.
Life is just so unfair.
Nothing is fair.

Life is a challenge not a problem.
Its just like science.
Once you start loving that subject everything seems easy.

We should learn to be enough.
We should learn to give and take.
We should be grateful with our life.
We should thanks our parents for giving us a life.
Without them we are actually nothing.

Don't ask for more.
The more you get the more you lose.
Life..

2010-08-12T18:51:00.001+08:00

I'm back from KL.
Had so much fun with Justine,Eugene & Andrew~
Wooohooo~
LOL!

I'm blogging for the sake to cover up my that previous stupid post.
Found out that I was so silly and like a fool~
But who cares now?
I mean I have already walk over it and now life starts anew~

Yeahs!
3 cheers for myself!

2010-07-18T02:59:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging life.
So many things happen between the 9mths.
Finding back myself seems so hard.
Finding back all the courage I have seems so hard.

2010-07-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

'Kup la. I don't even fucking care. From now on you go your own way'
This sentence from you ended everything.

Does really takling on the phone with me is crapped when I'm trying to save this r/s?
You never know and understand how I feel/felt.
You are always about yourself. I'm tired of crying. But still, nothing change..

Goodbye my dear.
Loves deeply.

2010-07-08T06:44:00.001+08:00

212o3810; I'll also love you no matter what happen.
This is what you told me, do you still remember?

Babydear, Remember to drink more water when you're feeling sick.
Babydear, Remenber not to ride when its raining.
Babydear, Remember to be careful when riding.
Babydear, Remember to drink some warm water when you get home drunk.
Babydear, Remember try to control your temper.
Babydear, Remember to cover haohao with blanket when going to sleep.
Babydear, I still love you no matter what happens.

211009- 8pm 38mins. 8 months and 16days.
I realise that I just can't let it go.

I know you did alot of things behind me.
Being out with friends, lying that you're asleep.
Out to play mahjiong, lying that you're asleep.
Playing with girls and said that they play with you first.
When to club with brothers and some girls, lying that there's no girls around.
Been to friends chalets, lying that you are tired and you're going to sleep.
Got drunk, lying that you didn't.
When I ask you out, you said you're meeting your mum or you're too tired but you are actually meeting your friends to play billiard/mahjiong.
I knew all but I kept quiet.

All because I love you. I don't want to quarrel because it tiring to cry.
All because I love you. I want you to be happy and to be who you're.
All because I love you for who you are.
All because I love you. I'm afraid to lose you. (But I lost you now)
All because I love you. I'm afraid to made you unhappy.
All because I love you. I don't wish you to feel that I'm clingy.

I thought I was not good enough to be yours.
I thought I could make you change and cherish me more.
I thought we would last till death bring us apart.

In the end, death din't bring us apart. A promise I broke did.
In the end, I realise I can't made you change and you 'hate' me now.
In the end, I was too good to be yours and you treated me for granted.

I'm only at the age of 19. (soon)
I couldn't bear for not seeing you, I hate the feeling of missing you, wondering what are you doing and I hate to lie to myself saying that you're asleep.
I'm not childish. You are.
You made me promise alot of things.
I can't talk to males.
I can't chat with males on msn.
I can't go out with my friends when there's males around.
I can't, there's so many of I can't that I don't remenber some.
I don't mind of all these because I know I've you, I love you.

But do you?

2009-12-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

Leona Lewis - A Moment Like This

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
so tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now.

A moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I can't believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I can't explain.
Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..
Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love that we share.
A moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I can't believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Could this be the greatest love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell y
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
A monment like this

2009-12-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

Its seriously rotting here.
Wanted to go down to MIS to apply for school but i fall sick suddenly.
So I'm staying at home the whole day today.
Thanks qian for helping me to get the application form ya :D

I feel so sick now :X
Headache, bodyache.
Flu, cough. Fever gone but I dont feel so well.
Might be going to bed soon.
Hope can fully recover by tmr :D

2009-12-02T22:32:00.001+08:00

Same offday with baby today.
Its like finally we can have the same offday.
Yet baby is still sleeping right now.
Not blaming him thou. I know he's tired.
So shall let him sleep more barrhs.
Hope still have the same offday again..

2009-11-22T08:17:00.001+08:00

你身上专属的陌生味道

是我确认你存在的目标

不用来回张望了

知道今世我们相隔着一个街角~

这么久了还是可以看到

感觉的到你对我的重

要不会被天黑天亮打扰

你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀~

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到

我比谁都更明白你的重要

沉默久了我就决定了决定了

你的手我握了不会放掉

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到

我答应自己不再庸人自扰

因为我要的我自己知道

只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

2009-11-22T02:54:00.000+08:00

I'm so angry at myself.
I always create troubles.
Sigh.
Think twice before doing anything.

I'm so speechless.
You idiot boyfriend! -'-

2009-11-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

I really don't feel like blogging for a few months~

2009-11-04T06:29:00.000+08:00

Dont accuse me.
If I really planned not to go work, I won't even give such a stupid reason like excuses.
Its always like this. You told the true they said you're lying.
But when you lie to them, the believe what you say.
Omg. How many dumb people are there in this world?
They just seems like a entertainer to me.

2009-11-04T05:47:00.002+08:00

A little Update in my OnSugar Blog (:

2009-11-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

Overslept today so didn't went for work.
Unable to call outlet as by the time I woke up its already 1am.
Looked at my phone, no message no nothing from Bi.
Decided to call him & he din't go for work too.
Both of us overslept. We were just so tired.

Washed up, onlined. Recieved offline messaged from In-Charge.
Blue, In-charge. Pink, me.

u kns
never come work still can send me chips?
on face book ah?
huh? I just woke up
overslept
u 2 on duty leh
very irresponsible and not even a call..
i wanted to call later de. Cause I just wake up, havnt eat yet.
so late then call!!
The problem is, I just wake up.
u should have known that u are working today, not give lame excuses like that..
u all wanna go play mj, go play.. and still be on time like the rest who went as well

Dont accuse me.
If I really planned not to go work, I won't even give such a stupid reason like excuses.
Its always like this. You told the, the true they say you're lying.
But when you lie to them, the believe what you say.
Omg. How many dumb people are there in this world?
They just seems like a entertainer to me.

Wednesday off, baby working.
Baby thursday off, I working.

2009-10-26T02:53:00.000+08:00

Urgh! Enough of boredom.
Rot Rot Rot.
Should I? Should I Not?
Full Time? Full Time Not.
I really don't know whether I should go back full time not.
I would be server two by now if I din't quarrelwith that past captian and gave my resign letter.
I'm not regretting, no worries.
As inbetween, I was busy settling my studies matters.
& now its confirm that, I need to go the course before I can take there Dip.
6 months of part time course.
A week 2 times. 1 Weekday 1 weekend.
If I go back to full time I can handle both nicly.
Wakes in the noon revise work then go work.
Offday I can go study too, it's from 7pm - 10pm on weekdays & 2pm - 5pm on saturday.
I'll planned everything already.
I need helps upon this!

2009-10-25T07:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO QIAN! <3>

Advanced birthday for Cutiepie.
She'll be going her korea on the week of her birthday so she celebrated it earlier.
Yeayea, I overslept & housework.
Took cab there.
Pictures on facebook (:

Yes, My eyes was red before I went out :X

2009-10-22T13:36:00.002+08:00

Might change to onsugar (:
Still studying on it :X
So won't be blogging for awhile.

2009-10-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

<3 <3 <3

2009-10-20T11:17:00.003+08:00

Hmmm. What can i do? I'm bored right now.
Everyone sleeping at this time. Sigh.
My eyes got so irritate by the contact lense.
howhow!!

2009-09-25T06:20:00.003+08:00

23rd Sept.
Went out with MeiTeng.
Headed to Outlet.
They "surprise" me with a cake & Cookiemonster.
Thanks guys!

2009-09-24T04:41:00.000+08:00

2009-09-21T01:34:00.002+08:00

Thanks GuoLong for the chocs & Birthday card.
Haas, in advanced thou.

2009-09-05T06:08:00.000+08:00

My blog dying soon.~
No updates currently.
Live been the same everyday.
Work Home Work Home...

SO NOT IN THE MOOD TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.
Disappointment..

2009-08-19T09:04:00.002+08:00

Alcohol intoxication (also known as drunkenness or being drunk) is a physiological state occurring when an organism has a high level of ethyl alcohol in their bloodstream, or ethyl alcohol is otherwise causing a physiological effect. In humans, common symptoms may include slurred speech, impaired balance, poor coordination, flushed face, reddened eyes, reduced inhibition, and erratic behavior. Drunkenness can result in temporary experience of a wide range of emotions, ranging from anger, sadness, and depression to euphoria, lightheartedness, joviality, and sexual disinhibition. Alcohol intoxication, depending upon the severity, may lead to minor health symptoms, such as a hangover, or more serious complications including repressed breathing, decreased motor response, coma, or in severe cases, death.

I'm towards, impaired balance, reddened eyes.
Emotions: Sadness & depession.

I know I cry alot when I'm real drunk. I seems to pinch myself after that..

2009-08-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

Extractions Of tooth.
Finally, I've extracts my decayed tooth.
It has been hurting me this few days.
Making me can't sleep for long as the pain wakes me up every hour.
The feeling sucks.

They injected my gum twice as its not that effecctive.
Used the stupid round metal thingy to knock my tooth and asked me if its still pain not.
Hell, heng its already numbing if not I'm sure I'm gonna have a heart attack as I don't scream.

Here comes the part where I shivers like some ass.
EXTRACTING MY TOOTH.
She PULL and PULL and PULL.
I can only feel that she's breaking my jaws.
WOW! After a min or so MY TOOTH was out.
Huge relieve that I can leave that scary sit ><

Now the numb seems to getting away, I start to feel the aching :X

2009-08-13T06:49:00.000+08:00

Having bad toothache nowadays.
It really does hurt so much.
I can no longer have long sleeps without waking up.
The pain is really pissing me off.
It makes me cry yesterday & today it makes me hit the wall.
FK!

Falling sick again soon.
Having bad headache.
Lips all torn..
Heaty...

2009-08-11T01:20:00.003+08:00

Busy working for the whole week.

Phew, anw I get to play the sims 3 le. ^^Y

Haven't get my pay yet, I'm so lazy to go UOB to queue for my pay :X

Why cant they just give us our pay through transfering to our account?

Update soon soon :X

I'm so busy..

2009-07-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

I want to play The Sims 3!
Now damn pissed at myself cause I don't want to buy to pamper myself!
>< *pouts*

2009-07-29T04:10:00.001+08:00

For those who care.
Thanks, I'm Alright Alrdy :)
I'm not fully recovered but the fever is gone. <3
Fever since Saturday. Worst on Sun.
Getting better on monday.
& Tuesday A little bit of fever in the early noon.
NOW I'm totally free from fever, 36.6.

Currently I'm like so broke, urgh.
Pray hard hard for money {LOL}(:
I want to have mushroom soup. {AGAIN}
I want to watch Overheard.
But most I want my beannie ^^ (L)

Seriously, I've already lose touch in blogging.
It's always so short. I mean whatever I wanted to say.
Or I actually written a whole junk of words and I delete them right after I'm done.
Urgh! Irony. I want to blog yet I delete what i want to blog about.

Yeapps, when out with Qian just now.
Had mushroom soup at Ion, The Soup Spoon.
Not very nice, I still prefer the one at Bugis & Orchard because it's more creamy there.
Eventhough its the same soup from the same 'Company' but it just taste so different.
Ion Ion Ion = Broke Broke Broke.
It's so not a place for me currently.
Maybe in the future. *winks* Whatever, sometimes Girls do daydream please excuse this lil kid here (:
The whole purpose of going out today is to accompany Qian to buy a quite nice Captain Cap for Eugene.

Hopefully next week will come faster.
I need to work. I'm so rotting at home.
I don't to have an fat ass.
Like, you know those ladies who always sits on their office chair facing the laptop the whole day.
& They didn't realise their ass is getting huge everyday! As they don't bother to walk around/exercise for just awhile.
I don't want to have bigbig ass.
I need to work!
Urgh! I mean the who body.
Not like now. My brain is passing message to my fingers & my fingers doing the job by typing.
While my damn lazy body sitting down.
OMG! I think I'm getting so insecured about my body size.

Readers, If you spot any spelling mistake or singlish bear with me.
Look at the time now. My brain isn't working well.
Night everyone <3
It's time for bed & It has been so long since I type 'so much'.

2009-07-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yea, I'm finally done with the skins.
So lazy yet wanting to change the look of it.

Anw, i dont actually like the way my posts shown. I mean the Box.

2009-07-27T16:44:00.002+08:00

I'm Changing My BlogSkins.
Will Be Done By Tonight.

2009-07-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

Sick.
Fever.
Flu.
Cough.
But Not H1N1.

2009-07-22T17:06:00.003+08:00

Yes, I got my job back.
Still feeling very guilty now for not
turning up & not informing them that I
not going to work.

Maybe the word FullTime really
stressed me that much that I can
happen to get sick so damn easily.

I dont wish to get sick so easily
but I've no choice.

Called outlet on monday.
OIC suspended me for 2weeks.
phew, My job is saved.
I'm not jobless.
Now its time to make full use of the weeks to play. ^^Y

I actually wanted to change my blogskins today.
In the end, i messed up the codes & now decided to look for other better skins.

Getting ready to qian hse for MahJiong

2009-07-18T12:16:00.000+08:00

Right or Wrong.

Yes or No.

2009-07-09T11:01:00.005+08:00

2009-07-05T08:56:00.001+08:00

Ministry of Community Development, Youth Sports.

Looking for me, zz.

What the are they anw?

LOL! Bro even gave them my numbers.

Cause I wasn't at home.

2009-06-26T03:42:00.002+08:00

NIGHTS! <3

2009-06-23T00:15:00.003+08:00

一个人好无聊！

2009-06-22T02:21:00.006+08:00

Its been a really long time since I've updated.
I'm craving for Caramel Corn!
Anw, I've removed my long hair & Cut it short (:

Time to UPDATE!

Not according to dates as I realise I din't update for a month.
So all in one post (:
Shall start from the last few days as now I can remember them clearly.

POPO BIRTHDAY's.

Headed to Kovan to meet all my mother sided relatives to celebrate Popo's Birthday.
Its like a normal gathering where everyone siit together & had dinner.
I'm not really close to my cousins there or I should say all of us arn't so close.
It's just like strangers sitting together eating the same food.
Rice,noodles,ribs,crabs,fish etcetc.
A photo with everyone (:

Next,

So called KBOX gathering

Okays, My memory getting worst & worst.
Nothing big happened in my life.
Life is simply great without troubles.

2009-06-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

云碎成雨点等你的抱歉却等到你的不告而别
星光像泪水没说的思念变成黑眼圈

几百天来的热烈一个寒流就瓦解
再厚的爱只是一叠纸片

你在房间像幻灯片你在我眼里蔓延
你在手机你在笔电无法隔绝
你在深夜像黑咖啡你在我心里面
陪我失眠可是却不在我身边

感冒整个月心里的疲倦
比发烧晕眩比头痛烈

我不爱争辩脑海却模糊决定一切
几百天来的热烈一个寒流就瓦解
再厚的爱只是一叠纸片

你在房间像幻灯片你在我眼里蔓延
你在手机你在笔电无法隔绝
你在深夜像黑咖啡你在我心里面
陪我失眠可是却不在我的身边

我换沙发换窗帘却换不掉你固执的气味
抱着一起养的小狗倔强假装克服了伤悲
它吻了我~ 弄乱藏好的泪

你在房间像幻灯片你在我眼里蔓延
你在手机你在笔电无法隔绝
你在深夜像黑咖啡你在我心里面
陪我失眠可是却不在我身边

2009-06-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

Will update my blog soon.
Sick for a few days.
Now spine damn pain.

2009-06-09T09:25:00.001+08:00

SHORT HAIR NOW!!

2009-06-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

I'm A Moonlike Person

You hide your emotion sometimes .

You are a moon type of person.

You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast,

you are happy but sometimes you act it out

inorder for you to no burden your friends with your problems.

You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has dealt blows before.

You tend to think about things alot more than other people.

And you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinkingabout what would happen later.

You are also the type of person that others often come to you with their problems

because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding.

Though you sometimes feel lonely.

Your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.

You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions.

You often keep things to yourself.

This is just one side of you,

and you have different faces in different situations and environments,

just like the moon has phases.

2009-05-21T18:17:00.003+08:00

Seems like a Libra to me.
LOL, I'm a Libra.

You Are Observant in Life

You are serious and stable. You are a bit of a perfectionist, and you like structure.

You are happiest when you are inspired and creative. You like to live in the moment.

You are sensitive and considerate. You are always putting other people's needs before your own.

You are adventurous and constantly seeking. You feel like you still have a lot to learn about yourself.

2009-05-21T10:26:00.004+08:00

IGNORE THIS, I KBKP ONLY.

Just drank with friends.

Now I can't sleep for no idea.

I'm so fully awake now, my body feels sleepy

but my damn brain doesn't seems to cooperate with me ):
How sad.

Am I tired? Am I not? Am I sleepy? Am I not?

Walao, stupid siahs why always liddats.

Don't want let me sleep after drinking very xin ku you know?!

Tried lying on bed.

Rolling here and there.

In the end,..CANT SLEEP yet sneeze like some bodoh.

Decided to online.

Realise I've nothing to do already.

This don't have that don't have.

Angry.

I'm so hungry hungry hungry yet I'm so lazy to cook cook/tabao.

Drink water later bloated how?

Its more xin ku then can't sleep.

HELP!!!

Okays, end of my kp-ness.

Update soon <3

2009-05-17T23:45:00.004+08:00

Saturday bad day.
I've so little patience so little tolerance.
Was bullied till tears.
They are so childish by using forced.
Content doesn't want to say out.

Isit I'm too small sized that I can be bullied like this?
Or am I too Friendly? Too neutral?
Or you guys had fun until you guys forget that I'm a girl?
Or forget that I'm so much smaller in size then you guys?
Never even apologise.
The one who didn't do anything wrong, apologised.

Should I just change my attitude?
Should not be that nice to anyone anymore?
Irony..

2009-05-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

USED.
GETTING PISSED.
DON'T WISH TO LIE FOR YOU ANYMORE.
YOU KNOW IT YOURSELF.
I NEED NOT SAY MORE.

I'm pissed because you didn't ask.
You jump into the conclusion yourself.
People don't always agree with you.
Girl, you should learn to ask before making any conclusion yourself.

2009-05-11T11:19:00.004+08:00

TADAH PINEAPPLE!

Stupid entertained me ^^

Look alike not people?!

Hoho, My drawing super cute can cuter then him ^^Y

I'm going to work soon.

At 2pm, captain made me rush out of bed to prepare as he told me to work 12pm.

then now called and say 2pm when i nearly lock my doors.

Dulan ar!!

2009-05-07T05:11:00.004+08:00

Drink Drank Drunk [For some]
When to boatquay today.
Two Martell the guys paid, will return them the money when I go take my pay.
Dint managed to get my pay today as I got dua by UOB.
Its said closed at 5pm, I reach there at 4.45pm & its already CLOSED.
So didn't managed to get my money ):

Okays, 2 were totally drunk.
One Peiyun friend another my dear cutiepie.
As long as the others is drunk I wont be drunk.
So readers don't be afraid that I'm drunk.
Cause I'm blogging right now as I just reached home settled my drunk cutie.
She fulfilled her wish by getting drunk, DEAD DRUNK.
Wondering have they reached home safety.

Photos

(I know I look High but it was all faked)

2009-05-06T02:04:00.002+08:00

PAY DAY!

I need to look out for 1 more part time job to kill time & earn money for school.

2009-05-05T12:51:00.002+08:00

My applications for Higher Nitec in Accounting at IteEast under the topping-up pharse was unsuccessful.
Decided to go for private school.
Some agree some told me to wait for another intake in ite.
Maybe I'm going to PSB Academy.
Shall not spend my time doing nothing.
This is when to get start afresh.
I'm still checking on the courses & fees.
Once I've confirm I'll update again <3

2009-04-29T11:21:00.002+08:00

Yinny Lai is super sad because she can't get to swim today.

2009-04-28T18:20:00.003+08:00

Woke up early today actually wanted to go for a swim
but who knows it happens to rain so badly.
& I just realise I'm afraid of loud thunderclaps when I'm alone.
Hid under my blankets like a mouse.
Totally did nothing at home today.
Decided to blog but there's nothing to blog.
I've got no life.
Nothing interesting.
Nothing special.
Plain bored.

I miss schooling.
I miss listening in class.
I miss all my friends.
I miss making teacher pissed.
I miss the stress.
I miss mugging.

2009-04-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Dad's birthday.
Its been a long time since we went to eat dinner together, 4 person sitting together and eat.

Happy Birthday to my PaPa.
~~~Loves~~~

2009-04-23T21:31:00.008+08:00

召唤兽-陈乃荣 [终极三国]

你流泪流了好久白昼哭成黑夜
失去能量的你还是那么甜美
为我照亮这世界

我就算没资格爱谁还是无法退却
温柔的双眼沉默守护一切
一颗心为你纯粹

我愿做你的召唤兽陪你闯危险的宇宙
期待你有一天回头看看我
当你真的躲不过诱惑我安然地放手
再回到角落狩猎你我永远的以后

我愿做你的召唤兽一生配合你的要求
不能够忍受你可能失去我
当你疲倦坠落的时候能抓住我的手
哪怕是只有一秒的梦也值得追求

我就算没资格爱谁还是无法退却
温柔的双眼沉默守护一切
一颗心为你纯粹

我愿做你的召唤兽陪你闯危险的宇宙
期待你有一天回头看看我
当你真的躲不过诱惑我安然地放手
再回到角落狩猎你我永远的以后

朋友说我会后悔一辈子孤单徘徊
没有人应该永远付出的多一些
不愿想这种画面你慌乱独自的飞
千个流星把你包围我心疼

我愿做你的召唤兽当做我秘密的相守
不害怕有一天你要放开我
当你越飞越高的时候我终究会看透
求救是命运最美的错在召唤着我

你召唤着我
情愿献上我的自由

2009-04-23T05:08:00.000+08:00

Slip,fall, hurt my hand & miss the last bus :( :( Bad day

2009-04-20T22:25:00.004+08:00

Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid
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Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid
Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid

Force people to update! argh!
Still ask people watch out. *pout*
Tao yan~~~ :( :( :( :(

Everyone starts going to school.
I'm still here..not doing anything..
Currently broke I'm living with bread bread.
argh..
Rotting at home.
Working on:

Wednesday 6pm-11pm
Friday 8pm-4am
Saturday 8pm-4am
Sunday 6pm-11pm

Feel like playing L4D in my pc.
But I dont have it in my pc.

2009-04-19T21:52:00.001+08:00

It says everything that I'm feeling.

2009-04-13T09:08:00.005+08:00

RANDOM POST

For no reason I don't feel like going out with some of my friends these few days.
There's some problem with us.
I prefer working because I can fool around.
hahah!
School starts today for some of my friends and some on the 20th.
Study hard my dear friends.
As for me I've to wait till 30April then I get to know my application result.

This week, I'll be working from Tuesday to Saturday.
Tuesday - Friday 6pm-11pm.
Saturday 8pm-4am.
Really do see money coming in. hohoho!

Was so bored yesterday!
Rot at home seriously for nothing!
As for today.
Later will meet cousin after her school then head to fareast shopping & catch Unborn.

Watch a few episode of Ko3anguo! ^^
I've been glued into this already, hahahah!

There's so much that I want to blog about my feeling towards some situation.
But My Blog isnt save for all this crap anymore.
#@%^*(**&^%$@

2009-04-12T06:16:00.002+08:00

Transport uncle is getting on my nerves!
Puke almost everytime I took it.
Argh! Why did I've motion sickness.
:( :( :( :( :( :(

Okays!
I'm a part time now but I'm working like a full time.
Lots and Lots of schedule ^^
Money money and more money. hehehehe!!.

2009-04-07T04:47:00.000+08:00

I CANT SLEEP!!

2009-04-03T02:39:00.006+08:00

Tadah, stupid I know you'll be reading.

Sunny and I, Now you get to see how much Sunny looks like me. ^^

The siaocharbo who kept touching my nehneh while working!
^%$#@!#$!@$%##

Went Boat Quay with friends.

I miss my twinnie ICE CUBE!!! x3333
Sec1 till now we are still as close although we hasnt been meeting up lately.

Eugene,Qian,Edmund & Me.

Webcaming with darling ^^

Somehow, I've got complains that my blog doesn't have pictures.
So here they are.

2009-04-01T01:37:00.001+08:00

I'm HAPPY today!

After accompany Aldrich to RP.
I went to Yishun Mac and waited for ^^
I'm happy because its the first time we get to talk to each other for so long.
Hour/s later, ^^ accompany me home till my doorsteps.
Thanks ^^
<3

2009-03-30T20:57:00.001+08:00

Didn't sleep since ytd.
I'm so exhausted..but I saw Fahrenheit!!
Wooo, so HAPPY!!!!!!!!!

I'm moody~~

2009-03-30T07:04:00.000+08:00

I can and Willing to wait ^^

okays, Early in the morning, quarrelled with mum about studies stuff.
I'm so fcuking stress and she's still there nagging about my studies and job.
ARGH!

2009-03-21T05:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so tried of those hypocrite captain.
I'm a type of person who can get sick easily.
& yet they want to terminate me?!
Its so ridiculous.
I'm going to talk to my in-charge and see how he say.
If its not up to what I want, I'm going to tender my resignation letter for SURE!
The most is I lost my full time/part time job at Kbox!
They are just so coldblooded.
Tonight its time for me to see their stupid faces.
I make sure I'm not going to fulfill my job tmr.
I'll just give attitude to customers and made them complain ^^

2009-03-17T03:48:00.002+08:00

我真的很不好受。

Now we ain't talked since we left, it's so overdue
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now all that's left's goodbye
To find a way that I can tell you I hate this part right here

I just can't take your tears I hate this part right here
But will we sleep once I tell you it's hurting me

I know you'll ask me to hold on and carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer

2009-03-15T08:59:00.002+08:00

我想哭但是哭不出来。

我好辛苦好辛苦。

Give me some LOVE anyone out there.

2009-03-14T06:37:00.001+08:00

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

1.You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

2.You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

3.You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You
can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

2009-03-13T05:15:00.002+08:00

我越来越喜欢你，但我一直都不敢告诉你。
因为我怕你被我下到。
Although you already knew it.
After what I told you I felt so much better.
But there's only 1 thing that I'm scare of now which is, you will ignore.
That's why I let you knew it before telling you..

2009-03-10T03:40:00.003+08:00

There's so many things running through my mind now.
Did I just scare you? I hope not.
I just don't like hiding it and I want you to know.
In the end, I told you to ignore what I told you.

OKAYS~ THE REST I'VE DELETED BECAUSE ITS ONLY FOR MEANT FOR ME.
SO NOTHING!!

lalala~
:(

2009-03-05T16:00:00.005+08:00

THE PREVIOUS POST WAS A MISTAKE!

2009-03-05T01:56:00.001+08:00

HELLOS EVERYBODY!
I'M BACK FROM MSIA!
DID ANYONE MISS ME LIKE CRAZY?
CAUSE I'VE BEEN SNEEZING LIKE RETARD! ^^

WILL UPDATE ONCE I GET THOSE PICS FROM FRIENDS!

I LOVE EVERYONE!

2009-02-26T05:25:00.002+08:00

Tags replied!

yaoyao: Relinked!
germain;piggy: hurhur, i miss you too!! Cried because I was being scared.

Meiting: Hellos! Got time come pei wo for lunch before I work ^^
Passerby: Hellos, you are?

2009-02-24T04:35:00.002+08:00

Phobia..
Cried today.

2009-02-23T06:16:00.002+08:00

一颗你送的糖果就能让我开心一整天。

2009-02-21T07:09:00.002+08:00

Nowadays keep getting unpaid leave because of Ite applications stuff.
On March 1st to 4th I'm going genting with friends.
By then need to get unpaid leave again ><
Sooner or later guess they going to terminate me siah, wo bu yao~~

Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAOYAO in advance!
I scare I cannot be 1st on that day
as i actually planned to called you at 2nd March 11.57PM
when the clock reach 12AM
I can be the 1st to wish you (:

hehes, byebye readers!!

2009-02-15T06:03:00.002+08:00

I'm staving!!!

Ytd and today!
Work like a slave!
Totally busy!!
Helping Cpl take photos...etcetc.

Took transport home, super slow slow slow.

oh anw, Eugene thanks ya!
I still dont know how I managed to get you out of the house to fetch me at 5.30am.
HOHO~

2009-02-14T06:15:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's day .

2009-02-10T22:09:00.004+08:00

okays, Happy Birthday Sakura. :)
Hope you like the present bought by me and xiaojing <3

Off today.
Yesterday misunderstanding happen.
But all settled.
Stayed at home for the whole day.
Headache..argh!!

Photos :)

2009-02-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

病猫!!!

Took unpaid leave yesterday, was so sick to work.
They said i look like I'm drunk as i walk unsteadily.
Yea, I cried infront of so many people because I was that weak till I couldnt even stand up.
!!! Hate crying infront of people.
So left kbox at 9 took cab reached home around 10.
Sleep sleep sleep untill today 5plus then wake up.
okays, still not really recovered yet.
Stomache....... :(

Got to go, bro just bought dinner for me cause i was complaining that I'm hungry.
I even paid for his as he said he got no money.

2009-02-01T06:19:00.002+08:00

UPDATE, Finally.

Happy New Year.
Didn't go bai nian.
Was sleeping because of work.
Everyone kept on asking my parents where am i. LOL!
But still Ang Bao given. :) Yeah~~
Went to BoatQuay with friends.
Had fun..
Nothing much to update anw. hehe.

2009-01-23T05:32:00.002+08:00

Anyone waiting for me to update my blog??

Okays, my result was atrocious.
Its like no one would expect me to get it.
I applied for Ite Nitech.
Its not that I don't want to go higher Nitech, I got a Form A when I got my result.
But Nitech do have the course which I'm more interested in.
Thought of going to Private school and take Diploma.
... I'm so stressed.
& I'm trying to quit smoking.

My life is so messy right now.
Sometimes I couldnt even control my temper.
I'm so not myself now..

I'm getting used to working nightshift.
But I do still miss my time going out with families and friends.

...
Time for bed.
Morning everyone. :)

2009-01-12T16:03:00.001+08:00

POLY? ITE?
Ite.

2009-01-07T05:27:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating (:
Life's still the same as normal.
Working working and working.

Nothing much to blog about.

2009-01-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

~~No one wna accompany me for dinner.~~
My dearest is going to accompany for dinner.
I'm starving.

P/s: I'm so alone.